?

Log in

No account? Create an account
LiveJournal for OatmealSpice.

View:User Info.
View:Friends.
View:Calendar.
View:Memories.
You're looking at the latest 18 entries.

Friday, January 4th, 2002

Time:4:38 am.
a lovely shade of green
Comments: Add Your Own.

Wednesday, October 17th, 2001

Time:2:15 am.
miss my booboo
Comments: Add Your Own.

Tuesday, July 24th, 2001

Time:2:14 am.
kiss my schnoodle
Comments: Add Your Own.

Thursday, July 19th, 2001

Subject:not ashamed of stealing
Time:3:07 am.
- when i look into the sun the orange blind spot hypnotizes me
- never ending sleep
- the words in my head keep me insane
- my answer is no, because you have to work for it
- i('d) like to smell like a freshly bathed baby
- (i wish) you never knew me
- i will never be afraid to tell you no
- everything ends when i stop
- here i stand tired and bruised
- your broken words are only broken because you won't speak into the damn phone receiver
- i thought i heard daisy crying
- i only dream of quiet
- you aren't here
- i don't sleep enough
- please don't forget me when i get lost
- wanted to be like everyone else and then suddenly was
- i wanna watch the world play
- vivid colors are good for flowers and butterflies
- nothing can stop me now, except that
- blindness is a way of life
- why do you hide? that's my way
- ever longing for serenity
- my thorns are found when i bleed.
- happy to...
- signed with washable marker
Comments: Add Your Own.

Tuesday, July 17th, 2001

Subject:to sing
Time:1:36 am.
i can hear myself... i am somewhere inside... there...
Comments: Add Your Own.

Monday, July 16th, 2001

Subject:i remember/ violence
Time:1:02 am.
he kept pushing/ i was crying/ he kept pushing/ i was screaming, no stop please stop/ he kept pushing/ i hit him/ he sat up and said in a little boy's voice/ suprised and confused/ you hit me...
Comments: Add Your Own.

Thursday, July 12th, 2001

Time:3:18 am.
what if i don't want a monkey?
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:3:17 am.
if you had a million dollars, would you buy me a monkey?
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:2:56 am.
i just found out about the jesus christ lizard... i guess that means there's hope for the rest of us too
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:2:14 am.
babblety
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:2:13 am.
i need a new nickname. any thoughts?
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:2:13 am.
peace
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:2:06 am.
sometimes i wish i were pretty... and then i realize, what i really want is to be photogenic. maybe a nose job? nah... a nice nose will distract from my chest. a smart man once said, there is nothing wrong with being shallow, as long as you are insigtful about it. he was talking about religion though... does that make me shallower than shallow? or does that make me more insightful about being shallow? oy vey... i need a drink... i know what will cure me... a good photograph of myself. god, if you exist, maybe we could work something out, eh? /such blasphemy... i scare myself sometimes/
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:1:54 am.
Mood: discontent.
/demented laughter/
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:1:52 am.
i am thinking evil thoughts... and it feels sooo good....
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:12:59 am.
whatever happened to the good old days when old people respected us and didn't take advantage of our less-than-alert yet harmless ways? do i not deserve respect? ... BITCH
Comments: Read 1 orAdd Your Own.

Friday, July 6th, 2001

Time:4:56 am.
therapy shmerapy
Comments: Add Your Own.

Time:4:53 am.
Mood: contemplative.
ever regret having been born human?
Comments: Add Your Own.

LiveJournal for OatmealSpice.

View:User Info.
View:Friends.
View:Calendar.
View:Memories.
You're looking at the latest 18 entries.